I look to others for self validation. I rely on others to make me happy, and I value my self worth based upon the way others value me. It’s like I look to these people to make me feel like I’m worth something, and when they treat me like I’m not, I began to believe it myself. I’m constantly searching for the approval of someone and when they do it’s like it’s not enough, but when they don’t I convince myself I’m this ugly and horrible person. I crave affection from anyone and everyone because I don’t have enough confidence to feel good on my own. 

Posted 2 years ago with 3 notes / tagged as: #personal #late night reflections
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